So, we're talking forever
And you almost feel better
But, better's no excuse for tonight
You see, it's never bad enough
To just leave or give up
But, it's never good enough to feel right
Now I'm lying on the table
With everything you said
It will all catch up eventually
Well, it caught up and honestly
The weight of my decisions
Were impossible to hold
I used to blame myself for everything that happened to us. Right now though, I realized you just really wanted to get out of the fucked up routine so you grabbed that chance that night. The funny thing is, no matter how hard I try, I can't even remember what we did for Valentine's Day last year. I'm beginning to wonder, what in the world did we do with our days together? I can only remember alcohol, cigarettes, movies, breakfasts and dinners. I can only remember hot springs and books. I can only remember bus trips and taxi fares. Was that all that I was supposed to remember?
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