Day 40

Alam ko pangit ako magdrawing...pero hindi yun ang point ng post ko. Alam kong interested ka sa mga ganitong discussions at namiss kita kasi wala akong mashare-an tungkol dito. Like... Pano pag drinawing ko sarili ko? Anong lalabas na personality? Kapag drinawing ko ba sarili ko ng nakadress, girly siya lalabas? Or pag drinawing ko sarili ko na nakamagicians outfit, marunong siya agad magperform ng magic tricks? Or magiging robotic chuva? Susundin lahat ng sabihin ko? Or clone ko? Pano pag pinatay niya ko? Eligible ba siya makulong? 

Hindi kita idradrawing. Feeling ko din hindi ako ang idradrawing mo. Wag tayo magjump into conclusions ha. Shinare ko lang talaga yung thoughts ko.

Day 39

http://tinyurl.com/6v2atvh 

Parang ikaw. Mukhang bato sa labas...malambing din naman pala.

Reminiscing.

Day 38

Did you know that I used to see you and me together when I look up at the stars at night? Well now, I don't see you and me up there. The weird thing is...even if I try, I can't see anything special other than the actual stars anymore. Is it suppose to make me feel bad to see what's actually real? 

Day day mayday

Yung pakiramdam na ikaw na lang yung naaabala sa nakaraan niyo? Sa kanya, wala na lang. Yung pakiramdam na nakausad na lahat pero ako parang natatawa pa din na kay meh siya napunta? 

what is the day today

So, we're talking forever

And you almost feel better

But, better's no excuse for tonight

You see, it's never bad enough

To just leave or give up

But, it's never good enough to feel right

Now I'm lying on the table

With everything you said

It will all catch up eventually

Well, it caught up and honestly

The weight of my decisions

Were impossible to hold

 I used to blame myself for everything that happened to us. Right now though, I realized you just really wanted to get out of the fucked up routine so you grabbed that chance that night. The funny thing is, no matter how hard I try, I can't even remember what we did for Valentine's Day last year. I'm beginning to wonder, what in the world did we do with our days together? I can only remember alcohol, cigarettes, movies,  breakfasts and dinners. I can only remember hot springs and books. I can only remember bus trips and taxi fares. Was that all that I was supposed to remember? 

Day whatnot 2

All I've wanted just sped right past meWhile I was rooted fast to the earthI could be stuck here for a thousand yearsWithout your arms to drag me out

Hold me close ‘cause I need you to guide me to safety

Day whatnot

and suddenly everything stopped and it felt like it was just about me haha great job

Day 37

Tinigilan ko lang habulin for some days yung crushie ko, eyto nanaman balik balik sa profile nila. Eyew ke ne ng genete. Alam ko namang maaapektuhan ako pero bakit pa ko nagpupunta? Haaaaay, kainis lang Ana ha. Kailangan ko na ata ng bagong crushie. Or uminom? Shocks, ang tagal na pala na walang genen. Ay joke, last last sabadew lang pele. 

Di bale papacute na lang ako at papapayat. Let's do this, diet. Camown.

Day 36

Nganga. After a short conver, nganga na lang. Ano bang meron sayo at di ako makausad ng tuluyan? Pathetic na ba to o normal lang? Hay, ang puso ko. Ang hina ko naman. :( Di bale, makakaya ko to.